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Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you’ve drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don’t see you as a flirt. You don’t think much about yourself.

wow..cant imagine what they actually mention bout me is kinda true..awesome..check it out..

http://www.drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=505228&houseHash=7041102fa831945d045438845267b9bd

colour,

where human differentiate black and white.

colour,

where human paint their life.

colour,

where human chose their paths.

colour,

where it’s only lies on Gaia.

colour,

where it is not only for sight,

and colour,

ultimately rooted in humans. mind. 

*I found mine, have you?

            Let me introduce you a good way to relax and drift you away from stress. Reading a blog. Indeed, what I want to say is reading a blog actually is fun and thoughtful. We could keep our mind fresh when reading the mind of others. It could actually become an addiction if really can understand the true meaning of blogging. Kind of deep meaning. Without meeting the person and went through his/her blogs for some time, we could actually understand the person well enough, their personalities, characteristics, happiness, sorrows, ups and downs. Well, today I am just going to promote and brag some decent blogs.

            www.kennysia.com

a well known blog which I assumed that everyone who fond to blogging world should know about him. Lot of well-written blogs but getting lot of advertising in his blogs that actually sadden me.

            www.dawnyang.com

a blogger that actually could blog till she become a model. Considering entering her blog if you wanted to close up with this new found fame Singaporean.

            www.kaevin.blogspot.com

music, metamorphosis, mortality and me. This is actually his description of himself when entering his blog. A slow pace blogger but sometimes could write up something which let others pondering and swaying around just like his description.

FRIENDSTER”S BLOG

            http://love_applecrush.blogs.friendster.com/life_of_an_apple/

calling herself an apple. It’s an obvious she loves apple a lot. Having fun reading her blog narrating her wonderful life in uni at the moment. Ups and downs occurring in her life. Interesting!

            http://cutieadeline.blogs.friendster.com/cutie_adelinecrapz/

Adeline…oh…Adeline.. A girl that you should not judge by the cover. Her thoughtful mind yet wise. It’s kind of shocking if you just meet her without reading her blog. Her blog is the type that educative. Teaching friends ways to hurdle though obstacles. Hoping she could be as positive as in her blog. Thumbs up.

            http://chiaohan86.blogs.friendster.com/deep_inside/

a prominent Chinese blogger. He actually can write and it’s meaningful. Don’t tease me that I could not read Chinese but if is a good blog, spare me not! Worth taking a look.

            http://syinglui.blogs.friendster.com/sying/

another blog which could ease one’s boredom or stress. In need of patience when reading this blog. Reason? I am not telling. Check it out yourselves and trust me, it would really help.

There are a lot more but I am not going to introduce all. Find your favorite and do give them your support. Do tell me if there is good and interesting blog out there.

(Am I should be studying now? Darn!!!!!!!!)

Stress doesn’t blank one’s mind but sometimes it even enhances a little bit further more thinking. Thinking deep, where do I stand in this world now? With or without me should be making no any difference.

What say you? Try to be somebody…

Your heart pause a moment when it seems like it would stop forever. Your breath hastened where it’s like not enough air. Your bloods shooting up making the mind blank like a white piece of paper. Your heart felt numb although you feel the pain of a glass slicing bit by bit. You feel worthless and useless where everything seems empty in this world. You lost the sense of direction where you just got in the woods. You feel stunned where you just stone by in the middle of nowhere. That’s the feeling of pain where the scars remain.

i see no evil,

sense no humour,

just a tumour,

in need a saviour.

            Since Adam and Eve being punished down to earth for disobeying the God’s order, we decendent of them being carried a sin inside our soul since the day we are borned. Being human wouldn’t be perfect. We made mistakes each day and learning to cope with others. The only problem is how well we could afford these mistakes. The less mistakes you have made it will determine or reputation, things around you, friends and etc. Like it was to be said that

Rome

isn’t build in a day. As we human, we are to be guided since we are borned.

            Envy seeing someone who has more friends and more people cared him? Admire feeling the love and attention that he gained more from others? If you really feel that way, I would assume that you are just being normal. Naturely, we human are just non differ from any other creature and the only thing that we are much intellegent and able to think. Being able to control our nature of human such lust, greed, jealousy, etc would bring us closer to deity.

            Since young, I was just a straight and hot blooded teenager and unable to think of and consequences that I made that moment. I lost trust from a lot of people around me. Being grown older now, my brains finally works and gave me some space to operate. I hope I could learn and refine myself each day and accepts any mistakes that I did. However, sometimes I wouldn’t bare to seeing people surrounding me just unable to think. We should just be ourselves and don’t to thing excessively just to please others. This would eventually bring more harm than good. For some they just too scare to receive aid from others and kept there secret within and sorrows flooded their mind.

            This moment, I just hoping I could treat everyone nice and without any grudge. I myself isn’t perfect either and still battling to make decisions and dilemma. Waiting someone to point me and guild me to ‘bright bright’ path. Making new friends and helping others is a gift. As I love this to bits : If it is for good, why care sarifize? I hope my friends just able to find their selves and be their selves

(note: thanks for the comment for my past blog articles)

            Past few days doesn’t seem right to me. Everything was not moving according what the mind has planned. Have you all ever encounter this problem? You were just having the feelings that it’s horrible. This would really affect our mood. It really got worst when something happened which caught you on surprise and you really disliked it. This would really pulled people down to earth. It’s ok I could still hold my breath and cope with it.

            Actually, this is not what the purposes I am blogging here. It’s been long since I ever could control my emotions and hid them well. Recalling back, once I used to be a hot tempered person which ended up quarrelling with friends and family. I have been pondering what would considering the best way to express ourselves when angry outburst. Commonly, people would yelling and scolding foul words to others. Showing their true color as they actually not an easy prey. Some would remain silence and choose to forget or take revenge later. So what actually you are in?

1. scolding and yelling back (with or without foul wrong)
2. showed unpleasant face and a warning to others “don’t mess with me!!”
3. remain silence, hide emotions and do the finishing job when having a chance later
4. remain silence, hide emotions and choose to forget and forgive
5. other better options

Food for thought..

Thick cloud under deep blue sky,

There is always a spy,

Searching when you cry,

Stabbing till you dry.

Easy life aren’t here,

Sometimes you can’t hear,

To ease the fear,

Best partner always a beer.

Eating a daily bread,

Just like heart red,

Not easy to be read,

colors going to fade.

Hide and seek is a best way,

Games that loves to play,

Changing by pray,

Hoping to sway.

Try to be best of me,

What else can I be,

Laughter out to see,

Singing do_re _me.

Nakama luckily seen,

Appeared in the scene,

Wondered where they been,

Happily set to pin.

Contact when lost,

It’s not much to cost,

Don’t try to toss,

You’re still the boss.

Bugging like a bee,

Followed even pee,

Only a wee,

Into pieces of me.

(p/s: specially dedicated to close friends of mine)

            Blogging could be something constructive and maybe turned out to be something destructive. It could be something educative and informative. Mostly people are using blog to narrate their lives, things that they did and their feeling. What I really meant is blogging a wrong issue or maybe expressing their angry and frustration in a blog may lead more harm than good. Just beware of it. Be considerate and think for others.

             By the way, it’s been a day since I attended my uni compulsory advisor consultant. Upon arriving and it just barely 3 out of 20 in my group were there. Quite a sad scenario. Actually we friends do think all this is just rubbish but the outcome was surprising. The advisor actually has he own point of view by giving hidden tips to be success in life. The most impact phase that I managed to buried in my mind was this: “We are champions since we are in our mom’s womb”

            Does it sounds catching enough? Pondering why the hell he would say that? Well, he really thinks deeply. We humans are made of sperm and ovum. We are the champions who once beat the other contestants in the race of swimming. Ultimately we found our partners and thus these are we made of now. Imagine if the others beat you, will you ever be in here?

            What he really wanted to make us realize that we are mighty enough to beat others now as well. Never feel inferior to others or underestimate our own abilities. Be confident and strive for your best and try to find an identity of yourselves during your life span. Be proud of what has been achieved and create a history of your own.

            He was truly a wise man although he is still young and his way of argument was set perfectly. From a negative point of view, he could actually turned it into a positive’s ones. He is good in giving morale boost to those who has low esteem. He is a person that we can extract some good essence in him.

            In the process of growing I also learned lot new concepts. We humans just tend to look on the negative sides of others. Thinking how badly they treated us and their weaknesses. Instead of this, why don’t we concentrate on the positive sides of the others? Try recall back what good things they do, the good things they do to you. This would surely bring you to a greater height and will help to see things in different ways. Appreciate things around you. Only when the time you lose it, then you regret it.

(Boring? I would say it is one of the pieces of life)